Your not the shine in my eye.

Till the end,start

2010-07-05T18:25:00.002+08:00

Went out with jesslyn & cherie ann today!(: 'N' level will end in 3-4 months time.So now i really have to work hard for my future.I wake up to my senses already! FUNTIME OVER! Prelim will be in august so i have to do well to test if im ready for my 'N'.Im preparing now! Lets declare the war,hahah!(: At the end i will sing I MADE IT I MADE IT!(:

N>O>R>M>A>L!

2010-07-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

Okay my days passed on as usual without fail.Im stil alive!I wna/will make it thru'.Fun,Joy,Laughter,Tears,super whooper mega ultra happy/upset i still make it thru'.I have cleared a lot of things.So now im left with this few to concentrate on(: I have to prepare for prelims and 'N's.Left with less than 2 months or so.Lets get it done once and for all.
I want to see him again.He was walking behind me when im on my way back home just now.Altho idk who is he.But we can make friends(: HHAHA,alright! F&N and bedtime(:

Think twice.

2010-06-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

Know what?This is the last week of the holiday already and im so occupied.Ahhhh!One day so many appointments,idk which to go.I have coursework to finish up,Emaths ten year series & storybook.Tomorrow have work should i go?Thursday have remedial,training & gathering.Friday have work.Saturday have TKD BBQ & work.Sunday break and monday school re-open.Messed :( God bless my week end well with a laughter.I cut my hair! HAHA(: Okay i must get things started,lil.

Every little first.

2010-06-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

First time i cried during training.I also dont know why it will happen.Just so naturally the tears fall,not because of anything.The mind just broke out!Anyway,so fine with it now(: I plan to finish the chem 10 years series by sunday.Today is already Tuesday i havent finish :( But i left last chapter then im done(: HAHHA!This one month holiday is not going to be wasted.Cause i will finish up all my 10 years series question!(: Webcam with clivanne today,and talk to mum todayy!Miss her so badly hahah(: I had lots of fun today.My diet plan aint moving on.Instead of getting rid of the fats,why not live with it(: Love!

Not any easy way out.

2010-06-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

I watch this entertainment show,for a moment i miss my mama so much.HAHA(: Hurry come back from Australia,in the meantime enjoy yourself mama(: My training was tough but still it build me up.Im injured but recovering fast(: Today i watch karate kid with dad,2 brothers,joy.The show was awesome,fantastic!And yesterday gathering with 08 clique was fun,i like.I aim to finish ten year series,maths,chem,phy by the end of this june holiday.I want to score well for my prelims so that i will pass my 'N' level.Its crucial i want to go hk at the end of this year.HAHAH(: Lets push thru'

BROKEN HEART

2010-06-07T14:33:00.002+08:00

BOY.GUY.MAN are all heartbreaker!
Starting was like BOOM BOOM!
Ending was like HELL,SHIT,SHOTS!
TOTALLY NO COMMENTS!

PARAME,PARANOID,PARACHUTE

2010-06-06T23:27:00.005+08:00

LETS BEGIN WITH ALL BIG CAPS!I HAD A SUPER LONG CHAT ON FRIDAY WITH AUNT WHO IS NOW LIVING IN NEW ZEALAND.WE STARTED TALKING WHEN IM LOCATED AT FAR EAST PLAZA,WE STOP TALKING WHEN IM BACK AT SENG KANG & OUR CONVERSATION DID NOT END.I HAD A LOT OF THOUGHTS!I WONDER WHATS MY LIFE GNA BE LIKE.MY EXAMS ARE ROUND THE CORNER,NOW I HAVE TO WORK EXTREMELY HARD BUT IM NOT.IM NOT PANICK.IM SO RELAXED,& MOVING AT A SLOW PACE!MY PARENTS ARE WORRIED AND THEY SOMEHOW UPSET ME!I DONT WANT TO CRY!I HATE THAT FEELING TERRIBLE.shot my abs!GOD GIVE ME THE POWER TO MOVE ON,AND BLESSED THAT I WILL OVERCOME ANY PROBLEMS THAT IM FACING!thanks(:

SCREAMS!

2010-06-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

I am old and big enough to take care of myself.I dont need people to take care of me,i can take care of myself.I dont like guys,I like girls.I dont know why i would voice this.But im paranoid.Guys are all the same arent they?I love to be alone,even tho im scared.I will do everything well base on my own capability.I just want the best out of me,no matter how tired i am.I believe hard work is a process to success.Even if im tired and worn out,i will carry on till i collapse.PARAME!

It was not meant for you.

2010-05-27T20:33:00.002+08:00

I should stop that care and concern.I love time to go slow(: I love to be alone in a quiet place.I dont know why but i just like.And i love to help the poor,but i never get to carry out those voluntary work.I want to study,dance,compete my taekwondo and live the life i want when i grow up(: Alone doesnt mean your a loner,its a time where you reflect(: A weird personality just brought out who i really am.Nich was just a reminder to me(: Lets end it off and have a new start!

The feeling is not right.

2010-05-24T18:21:00.003+08:00

Always im the one who want to end it off.But after ending off,I feel pain and sad.Is it right to end it off?I like him,but dont want to be with him and also cant be with him.Lets wait till the time is right.O.M.G! I think PMS is taking effect! Maybe i should just shut my mouth or something.I wna talk and spill out everything but cant.Everybody seems to be busy or tired with their things.My troubles are all stuck with me,i cant take it.
I called Nich today:he said,"can we talk some other time?Im sick."I replied,"Okay bye!"
I called Mum today:I said,"Im home,and today i didnt stay back in school for....."(Havent finish).She replied,"Im busy call you back later,bye!"
I text sir and Luq yesterday.Best they only replied today.
If you are really busy,dont give others hope by saying get back to you later or some other day.Or else some idiot like me will be waiting like mad.
Seriously my temper was a little hot today.I grew mad,blast the music,eat ice-cream,bang things and scream!Okay,i should chill off a little.
Worst thing was that,no matter how hard i tried.I dont think anybody can see my effort.I feel like giving up,but no matter how hard i want to give up i must persevere.I dont want to be looked down upon.
Say goodbye to losers!(:

Karma will bounce to you.

2010-05-18T20:07:00.002+08:00

I wonder whats my fault?Did reflection but still dont get it.Im still in the wrong anyway,but time cant be reverse back so we cant do anything to mistake.We can only learn from our mistake and not make the same mistake again.My family members will walk me thru' my life and of course with the help of some friends(: Maybe this time round i have seen what a true friends are.Dont always put what are true friends for in your mouth all the time!Becuz you didnt make that statement right,you didnt prove what true friends are for.Friends are people who will remember your important dates,we joke,play,have fun together,grow together,dont always fight over trivial matters.I dont want to name who are my true friends,but i already have them in my heart and mind.There is three currently(: I love my family and the three best friend!!!(: I will be happy always!Crying is just not part of me.I dk why people must cry.Why cry?The world still revolve around us every single day without fail.Hahahaha(: Lets move on!

Living up to all lies/

2010-05-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

Past few days has come to an end.So lets put it behind and not think bout it anymore.Wrong decisions were made and we should not make the same mistake again.Upset because we cant undo anything.Past VS Present,Good VS Bad;its all a choice to make.Dont ever repeat the same mistake.I cant wait to watch 'The Last Song'.Sometimes staying alone is still the best cuz its the best time to reflect our own faults.

Not answered.

2010-05-10T22:01:00.001+08:00

Is it right to continue like this?

Beloved birthday!

2010-05-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE ANN GOH HUA FERN!

Minds at state!

2010-05-07T09:36:00.003+08:00

Exams will end next week!Yay then it will be my partaye time.Im so used to all girlfriends and now im not use to having a place in someones heart.Can someone rock out my mind?I just love to play a lot.Shake me rock me hell out!Pitbull will be in Singapore on the 18th May!Im gna go so badly,cant wait(:

2010-04-29T21:43:00.002+08:00

Todays competition was alright.I had few training session and manage to get 5th position for individual poom sae brown belt.But my points and the 4th position one was quite close,ohmy!Anyway for team poom sae brown belt event we got 2nd.HAHA(: And so proud of Chelsea she got 1st,ohmy that was awesome!Thats for the competition la still have alot of work to do,cuz exams are round the corner moreover i have my nationals on may so have to prepare.Now the pain in my head is killing me.Time for bed(:

Uptight moment.

2010-04-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

Im really tensed up now!Exam dates are drawing nearer and im really worried.I dont want to regret all my life.And competition is on thursday im quite scared.Okay maybe i should relaxed a little(: All the way CHANELYN KWA!(:

KOH SZE ER BESTIE!

2010-04-22T00:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOH SZE ER BESTIE!

Sunflower,smile!

2010-04-21T23:51:00.003+08:00

Im striving hard now to study,trying to push myself bit by bit every single day.I hope i can make it till the very end.And training is tiring for me.I will force myself to attend all trainings.I always finish my homework on time,but it seems that im writing rubbish.Anyway,just put in effort.I wish for all my friends,families and loved ones to smile every day dont sad.There isnt any point to be sad,it just makes you suffer even more.So SMILE,sunflower represents happiness thats what i feel.Look at it make me happy!(:

RUN RUN RUN~

2010-04-18T19:41:00.002+08:00

Get things real started,time is running out!Yay baby,run baby run dont ever look back!HAHA,lil love(:

Crushed!

2010-04-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

I have a crush on *********!Its stuck in my head,ohmy!I think there isnt any hope already,i will forget bout it.Time is all i need.

NOT FOREVER AND AFTER!

2010-04-12T22:28:00.002+08:00

Friends are not forever,Families are forever but not real

Trance thru'

2010-04-12T20:56:00.001+08:00

I CAN DO IT!
It wasnt that difficult actually,i have to start my first step!First step i have it on my mind!(:

Perfect VS Imperfecto!~

2010-04-11T12:28:00.004+08:00

Life shouldnt be so miserable.Its much more perfect and not imperfect.I dont wna live with misery or to be in my dreamland.I will be awaken one day and find what life meant to me(: Regret isnt found in my dictionary.Simple and easy is what i really want.I always love the relax sensation.How i wish to be like a bird so i can roam around without anything on my mind,free from nothing(: All i wanted was to lead a simple life with friends,families,and the greatest love you(:

Seriously Ohmy!

2010-04-06T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today things have to be completed by today and tomorrow things have to be completed by tomorrow.Dont always leave it till the last minute.I seriously have to stop slacking,i am really so dead.Paranoid!

Mood sensory evaluation.

2010-03-31T22:15:00.003+08:00

Currently doing a mood sensory evaluation.The result finalise DOWN!Sometimes living in the presence and just concentrating on my own things it makes my life easier. Quote of the Day: "NEVER GIVE UP!"

A brand new living.

2010-03-30T19:50:00.002+08:00

How come i speak fine,and write like hell.Im not up to it!I made a new friend today,named SEBASTIAN!A senior of my brother.He speak and type good english.Cool la and he is taking his 'O's this year.I wish him best of luck!He dont look like the type that will study but the truth is the opposite.BOW WOW!(: God bless me with a colourful road.I wna do well for many stuff,god bless.Love(:

Not mama days!

2010-03-26T14:56:00.003+08:00

Was happy in the morning,and down and down and more down la!BOOMZ!Was not in the mood over certain matters and decided to go for a swim in the afternoon and know what it started to rain la,suck it mans!Totally not my day i skip cca today you know,hurrrs!Now im going to my aunt house not sure if coming back for the night.Wished it just purk me up.5 alphabets that crazed.E.R.H.L.W.Its a name of some people there are 5 in total haah!(: lil BOOMZ@E.R.H.L.W.

lets get high & dont down down down down down!

2010-03-22T18:13:00.011+08:00

Ohmy,rofl~ Really alot things to be done,i have to clear my competition first next Chinese 'O's then next is my 'N's! Am i really up to it?Mummy told me that daddy say if i really cant make it they are going to send me off to New Zealand to study as my aunty is living over there.Idk,so confused.I wished to go over and visit her and family but i dont wish to leave my family too.Haiyos!Dad keep nagging say N level is coming,i know but i just dont study at home.But in school i really did study ok.And i do all my hw.I just dont get the fact la!Ok,now i must cut down my time on computer,and study more,revise.If i pass my 'N's then i will think about that agn.Okay,lets pray for my well being.

My Sweet 16 ^^

2010-03-20T01:15:00.003+08:00

First thing in the morning feeling really low,cuz nobody wanted to celebrate my b'day for me.
Next thing Chanel and Asiah came over to my place but i havent wash up yet.
And next after washing up there goes Cherie Ann + Jesslyn Chin popping out at my doorstep with a cake i was so shocked.
Then half way celebrating there comes Shaleen Inez Tan & Li Jia Xin giving me my present.I was super shocked.
After that celebrated as i was getting high everybody have to leave.
I was home the whole day until evening time ya know quite bored and was lazy to do hw.
Then night programme comes along,first Melvin Lee( my uncle ) came over & give me a nice gift i like it alot.
Next Dad,Mum & Auntie Juliet came back.
And Next Clarence,Shawn Poh & Ryan Leong came back.
Up next comes Jesslyn Chin.
Followed by Sze Er & YuanKwan. ( I was shocked by Sze Er's surprise,i thought she werent coming in the end she did & i teared after seeing her. )
Then dinner end we cut cake alot pictures.
After that gaming time we all had 'Truth or Dare' Game plus 'PILLOW FIGHT'!
It was awesome i had a great time with em'.

More pictures will be up on FACEBOOK in the afternoon,now is my bedtime!Nights~ (:

What should i say?

2010-03-16T20:24:00.002+08:00

Countdown 3 more days.Nothing big affect my day except the internet wasnt working other than that everything seems pretty fine.I wished for a surprise on my birthday but it doesnt seem to be coming true.I had a wilful wish last year,i wish for a 'GREEN POKEBALL' last year and i finally got it.I was super happy!This year i dont have the feeling to wish for anything big.I want JUSTIN BIEBER's album 2.0 but my brother promise to get it for me but i think he wont.My mind just tells me so.The house is so noisy mess and whole lot of chaos im upset,till i am going to report for camp early later.Im feeling bad,but not crying.I just dk what im thinking exactly.I have to give away my hamster,but not sure who will want it.Okay,i have wholesome of things to do gotta go.LOVE!~

BREAKOUT!!!

2010-03-14T23:24:00.003+08:00

I have pictures for today will be uploading asap,as not all pictures are with me.It will be on FB!Breakout was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~ I just had fun with yaoz,peiwenz,annaz & mez.We went for that BREAKOUT at esplande theatre.Ohmy,how i wish i could video tape it down.I hope to watch that again and i will never regret it.I pray for a better day tomorrow.

alabom lalabom bom bom bom!

2010-03-13T13:50:00.001+08:00

I just wna have more fun,i will relax and complete all stuff that i should im gna study and play!
I love you,and you love me!~

Busy to maximum!

2010-03-08T19:27:00.002+08:00

From this moment onwards i have to manage my time well.I have to prepare for Chinese 'O's and my 'N's and taekwondo training.Its really a busy day,month,year for me.I have to get use to it.And i will be given lesser time on computer from today onwards.Rights!Pray for me(:

The mood went down,the weather went down too.

2010-03-05T21:21:00.002+08:00

My results aint that good,i want do better the next time.Im slacking nowadays,not really working extra hard.I gotto change my attitude.I have alot upcoming events,i wish to do well.God will give me the luck and power.HAHA(: The weather cuz me to be in a bad mood.I just loathe it.I will change.

Happy Birthday BFFL..

2010-03-01T23:03:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLYN CHIN LI YAN! I LOVE YOU DEAREST!(:

Stressedso after that Dessertso...

2010-02-25T22:33:00.001+08:00

SCHEDULE IS TIGHT!I WILL MAKE IT A POINT TO DO WHAT I NEED TO FULFILL MY DREAMS!

Optimistic.

2010-02-23T22:29:00.005+08:00

I want to be in love,haha!I dont feel much for guys not even for girls,haha!But i will study hard,and pursue my dreams.Im so on task today,happy.But i feel that certain subjects im lagging behind,becuz for the past few weeks i have been chitty chatty in class.Nothing goes into my brain.And this whole week im busy,im home only after 5pm or 6pm.I am lethargic.My days goes on,and im livin' with it.The optimist chaos.

Sorry teachers,wo de rudeness.

2010-02-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

My PMS is from bad to worst,i started scolding teachers can?Sorry teachers 我很 rude you know?Sorry teachers for being rude and naughty,im just having really bad mood.I will change and not do it again.I will study hard and be good.I will see you next year in school cuz i dont want go ITE!Sorry X100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000!
Chanelyn will be a good good girl.

Happy Birthday to you..

2010-02-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARENCE!

And a goodbye new year~

2010-02-16T23:21:00.003+08:00

New Year is not fully over,it should be 15 days.And school is open tomorrow which is day 4.Im so into holiday now,i dont wanna go school.HAHAHA!My flashbacks,more on FB!

New Year Party!

2010-02-13T11:11:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Eve!

What a chunkie titosonas!

2010-02-10T23:17:00.002+08:00

Well well well,2 CT1 Paper tomorrow.F&N + CHINESE,i want to pass it with good marks!Valentine's Day is drawing nearer,i have to hurry prepare my presents.Im doing bit by bits a day.Left with pictures and notes.Cant wait to give it to my girlfriends on friday,lil!~YAY,after tomorrow then friday then holiday,i cant wait to end it,hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!(:

Takin' back my love,part time lover.

2010-02-08T22:53:00.002+08:00

Posting was nice,fun and much of puking out words.My weekends i had fun,although EMaths h/w cuz me to not have much time for other subjects.HAHAHAHAHA!~ Today i was very lethargic in the morning,and after coming back home from school i slack all the way.What a not welly planned day,sucks!~ I will move on,one down four up. ^^

short happy contentment.

2010-02-01T21:42:00.003+08:00

The weekends has not gone to waste,im just lovin' it.Planning makes me work my things out better,im happy with it.I wish to go on this way,nothing holding me back.There isnt a need of relationship,cuz they just spoiled me in the end.

Ouchie,babeeee!

2010-01-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

Shats i sprain my ankle!And having a sore throat + headache.What a nice combinations,its just a bad day super duper uber luber weber yeper poper eber.

Dance,a little tiny winy miny eny desire.

2010-01-26T22:55:00.003+08:00

Emaths was hard,dance was cool la.I wna enrol to a dance class.DANCE DANCE DANCE!

Sometimes i didnt know whats on your mind,becoz i dont mind read.And also becoz you dont mean it when you say something.Just so you know,love.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY...

2010-01-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

TATS TATS of k.lyn.

2010-01-25T14:58:00.003+08:00

"NO PAIN NO GAIN!" I wna learn dance eh,then next time dance will be an interest.At the same time i must study.I really wish i could manage time well,and know whats right from wrong.Nothing is impossible,i hope to achieve.Right now im so into this song WeddingDress-TaeYang.lil^^

Work struck me @#%$&*!

2010-01-24T23:40:00.006+08:00

Piles of work just struck me.Hah^^ I must endure!Last week and this week both friday and saturday im out only sunday i was busy with homework.I have to start revision for 'N's this week,i had better do it or idk what am i.Girlfriends power are what i need,love.

Feelings was an idk

2010-01-21T21:19:00.001+08:00

Chanelyn was upset for a moment,suppressed my feelings.Awww,woah!~

What goes round and comes back.

2010-01-19T22:21:00.003+08:00

My mind has been whirling,i wonder why?Im taking my 'N's this year and im like not focusing well,please god this cant goes on.I gonna make it yea?Many work to catch up you know,and dk whats with those guys.wooooo~

Dearest Dad,love you! ^^

2010-01-17T22:52:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DADDY!

Upset my mind.

2010-01-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

I feel that guys somehow just upset my mind,i wonder why?.Hah^^ Anyway,camp was tiring i had sunburns.I fret over money now,im thinking how to earn it back nowsxz.I will work very hard,and dont ever look down on me.Facts i love,finally i get to watch JUMP today.Awesomeee(:

Someone listen.

2010-01-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

I was suppose to work on saturday but becuz of camp.I dont wna attend the camp now cuz of some reasons.Nvm,im left without a choice now.Busy,busy,busy,tight schedule and its so packed.I wna slow down all my time.Listening ear,can things get serious not fully but partially.lil

Movie pops the deigos..

2010-01-13T22:50:00.004+08:00

The movie will be out on 14 January 2010,which is tomorrow thursday.I wanna watch,but money budgets and and my schedule for this week is so packed.Im afraid this week i cant make it,but i really wanna watch.Edison was suppose to be the actor but the scandal,sadded.Leon Jay Williams & Daniel Wu,such a hottie.Haha,love!

When i say jump,you say how high!

2010-01-12T22:13:00.004+08:00

People lets get high with me!Your down when i'm high.Fret,vexed over many different kinds of reasons but some will give you happy ending while some are sad ending.Just work hard,strive it & make it.Don't worry be happy,love!Imma livin' my life to the fullest,hah^^

Quoted.

2010-01-10T16:19:00.005+08:00

"FAIL TO PLAN,PLAN TO FAIL"

My mind is up to something...

2010-01-09T17:41:00.007+08:00

I will be having DESSERTS after STRESSED!Hah ^^ I have quite an amount of things to deal with in 2010.
Chanelyn have to deal with:

School work
Quick bucks $$
Family
Friendship
Love

I will do my best to deal with it & i will make it to the very end. Jiayous! (:

Scene down the best.

2010-01-08T23:58:00.003+08:00

Today Batik Painting was bad,i dirty my uniform.In the end,i went to sleep without completing it.And after that i start to go round classes to cam-whore with friends.Love!(:

OUTTA MY MIND!

2010-01-07T22:39:00.002+08:00

The fond memories of us being friends,and im out of my mind angry?!.Most probably its PMS!Idk!Its the first post after a brand new year and a new change.Live to shine the top.